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It's not easy being an Indigo or anyone else for that matter while struggling to walk the path of enlightenment. Just yesterday I was reminded of how much farther I must go. A friend of mine, Sharon, had come down to visit this last weekend but cut her stay short by a day. Then I got an email from her telling me that my other friend, Diane, had been a bit rude to her, which was quite normal (for some reason. I've given up trying to figure it out). Ugh, what a mess. I gave a copy of Sharon's email to Diane and said, 'enough was enough and she needed to talk to Sharon and sort this out, because I was sick and tired of Diane coming between my other friends and I'. Diane seemed a little shocked and said she hadn't done anything. Well, I know different.

Anyway, I went to bed at 9:30pm because I was so upset over the ordeal. To top it off, I am super concerned over my Mom too, because tomorrow we find out if she needs a total hip replacement and if it will help her lower spine to heal. It's a mess and for two weeks now she has been unable to do anything, and to be honest, it scares the hell out of me. We are so close!

At midnight the dryer alarm went off and woke me. Yep, this typical Indigo does not deal well with rude awakenings at all, especially when they can be avoided, like turning off the darned alarm. I was livid. Once I am awakened I cannot get back to sleep. I went back to bed and steamed over Diane's total lack of respect. She finally went to bed a couple hours later. I also cannot sleep when there are other noises or lights in the house so everything was upsetting me.

Then, I thought, if Diane even thinks of snoring I'm throttling her. I even envisioned filling the squirt bottle and tip-toeing into her room and blasting her with the first sound of a snore! Then, all of a sudden I asked myself, "What's the higher way of dealing with this?" because dealing with it from a totally human mindset just wasn't going to cut it. Besides, what's the point of ascending into a higher spiritual realm with a screwed up human way of thinking? It doesn't work that way.

Suddenly, I realized that perhaps Diane was being used to test me and my so-called higher thoughts, and at that time, I was failing miserably. I didn't like the feeling and then started working on how to respond properly. It was through love. Don't think it's easy either, it isn't. You have to work at it.

I reminded myself that if Diane wasn't doing this on purpose then I had to get my act together and I started my self talks. "Self, you need to get back into that positive space where you can see the love in all people, even Diane. No matter how hard you have to look, don't stop until you see it again. Ah, that's better, there it is." Before I knew it, I was smiling at the stupid little "midnight dryer alarm" test. I had regained my center in only moments, and that center is simply to find the love in and around us.

How does this little story relate to Love and Level 2? Simple. The more you work at becoming, the more complex the tests. I say complex because they are not overwhelming tests, but the complexity is in their simplicity, and we humans have been taught that nothing is simple! What a shame, because the only things that really matter are truly the most simple to understand. Those are love, compassion, wisdom, understanding, and so on. Those are the higher energies that we strive to gain, and without them we will not go another rung higher on the ladder of life until we succeed.

So keep this little lesson in mind as you continue to walk your chosen path. And be glad for the little tests in life. Consider them markers as to your progress.

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This site has been created and designed by an Indigo who has always known that everything about an Indigo has to do with the Needs of Many, and not just a few.

Namaste, you precious soul you!

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