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INDIGO BLUE SPIRIT

Hi Lady WingMaker

I never really thought about writing a bio, but the idea that in some way others may relate to it and it may help them is what inspired me to share ...

I was born Indigo - although we didn't use the word back then. I believe I rode the ADD Express clear through high school. My teachers had more conversation with my parents than they did with me. I was a "problem child" ... a "Dreamer". I thought it was cool being a Dreamer though. I knew in my heart I was different and that I was here, like many others, to do something that would help this world in some way ... to make a difference. But at that time I didn't know there were so many others like us ... in many ways I felt isolated, alone, out of place in this world. And so I often felt lonely. Seeing spirits and talking with Angels was not an option for discussion with my parents. They were fascinated with my natural abilities in music and technologies though ... they said I was creative - inventive.

As for my aura ... blue and purple, green, sometimes white and gold. I believe it is more the essence of who we are that defines the Indigo aspect. I think our colors are also a function of the energies we work with.

When I was 2 years old I drew a blueprint of the house we lived in ... all the rooms ... the layout. When my parents took the drawing to school some time later, they were accused of fabricating it ... Years later I had a dream where my "real" mother and father appeared to me ... there were stars all around them. I recognized them, and I still today see their faces clearly.

As for electronics ... I typically had difficulty keeping computers, cars, and lights working. Often I would have bulbs go out on me. Then I realized that my mental and emotional state had everything to do with these. When I learned to control my feelings and thoughts, mainly not letting things upset me, this happened less and less. I know better than to get near my computer when I'm not in a good space now.

From the time I was very young, it seems I have always been empathic. I could feel what others were feeling, I could sense thoughts. As a child I felt I could see into people ... I could see their hearts, their very souls. When I sensed pain in others, I wanted to help them ... to heal them. I was different and it seems everyone else knew it too. And so I had the typical Indigo experiences in all the many schools I went to ... different schools, same story. Then there were experiences we won't talk about. Silent tears as a child. As for the characteristics posted on Indigo adults, every one of them applies. I had a tree fort built just for the occasions when the report cards came out ... I wasn't into repetitious work and school bored me. In college, though, I "went for it" and had good grades. The mode was "last minute crams excells in exams" ... I spent more time in role playing games (D&D), creating music, and hanging with others I now believe were Indigos.

As a child I remember a small baby bird fell from a nest high up ... limping along the ground below the tree. My mother watched as I gently held the bird in my hands, prayed, and released it as it flew up high and back to its nest. I've always worked with healing energies. I don't follow a practice to say. I just open to the energies and bring them through directly. I love working with healing ... I began learning piano at age 9. I attempted lessons ... that didn't work. Being the stubborn Indigo, I set out to learn my own way and am self taught. I can sit down, feel it, and just play music. When I connect with the Angels, the music comes through.

It seems that along the way ... around my college years and later on ... I met individuals who were misusing their abilities ... working with dark energies with the intent to control or harm others. There was no light or love or compassion in what they were doing ... they were trying to pull through energies that did not belong here. And then there were those who would try to latch on under the guise of being a friend and spiritual teacher ... you know, energy vampires. I think many of us have had our experiences with those. And yet I always knew in my heart I was protected, that I would not be harmed. And it is clear to me now that I was where I was - to make a difference - and I did.

I did the corporate thing ... couldn't really stand the environment, the politics. They nicknamed me "cruise director" because I was into people more than I was computers. I still did more work than they did though ... I took time with people who just needed to talk, to be heard. At night I could, in my dreams, create hundreds of lines of complex computer code - could design complex microprocessor based flight data cpu's ... and come in the next morning and put it to design. But for me it seems it was too left-brained, and affected my music. I really wanted to pursue music and art. Being a system buster, an empath, and to-the-point with others, that "world" wasn't for me. After ten years I quit on four-hours notice ... packed only what I could fit in my car ... headed west to the mountains. Went from high-pay career to construction labor ...eventually into wildland firefighting (as an incident commander and crew leader) and more recently created my own music record label where I create music for awakening and healing.

The road along the way has not been without its bumps ... I can recall winding up at a desert flea market in southern New Mexico broke with nowhere to go. The next day I met someone who became a powerful inspiration and a good friend. A week later I was in Colorado in the mountains. A year later another friend fronted the money for a synthesizer. I just show up at an establishment, and wind up playing that night. For me, the music always has been about touching hearts - awakening and healing people. During a winter concert in boulder, I performed spontaneous Angelic music. What seemed to me as ten minutes was in fact forty-five. A woman approached me following the performance and described what she perceived as an Angel embracing me, her arms extending along mine, her hands over mine, and purple light at my fingers.

I've been working hand-in-hand with the divine energy; that is - I trust and surrender, and end up where I'm supposed to be doing creative spiritual work. Recently I separted from my wife of nine years ... and though I didn't see it coming, I now understand that I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, doing what I'm supposed to do. We've both moved on, and have parted good friends.

This separation has inspired me to reconnect with my Indigo source. Seeing my childhood now in a whole new light, I am able to embrace my childhood experiences and that child within me - to accept the whole of who I am, to understand more of why I'm here with so many kindred spirits, and move forward with clearer purpose. Connecting with other Indigos has replaced feelings of loneliness with those of being with true family, like a return home.

Thanks

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