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The Indigo Story of
Ravenwolf

Hi Lady Wingmaker,

This is a little bit of my bio if you would like to use it on your site:

I can identify with probably about 98% of what is written on the "Indigo Adults" page. I was "ADHD" as a child, although in the 60s it was just given the label "hyperactive." I could do well in school as far as grades but I was also very disruptive because I had all this energy. I was very creative and I would often draw on my school papers rather than write what I was supposed to. And of course neither my parents nor the doctors could really understand what was "wrong" with me. I was given Ritilin but many times I would hide the pills and throw them away. I noticed that Ritilin suppressed my creativity, and while it did help me behave better in school there seemed to be an inner voice in my mind telling me the medication wasn't good for me. I hated those pills, and this often led to big arguments with my mother.

About the only things I cannot fully relate to on the Indigo Adults page is that I haven't received any degrees by "testing into" them, I haven't amassed great amounts of money, and I don't think I cause electrical equipment to malfunction that much (Though I can recall a couple of times.) I have done some of these on a lesser scale.

Although I have not been able to amass great amounts of money this is most likely due to the fact I cannot hold a job. The average stay at any job is about 5 - 6 months. Out of 26 jobs I've worked over my 25 years as an adult, all but 2 of them were minimum wage or low wage (under $10 an hour) jobs. I only really enjoyed 4 of those jobs - 2 of those were the higher paying jobs, but both were seasonal & temporary. The other 2 were low wage but provided many "perks" such as room and board, lots of land, some free food, extra tips and nice bosses who were more friends than cold impersonal employers. These were on farms where I actually lived where I worked. The rest of the jobs often involved repetitive tasks, backbreaking work for very little money, mean and dishonest bosses, discrimination, safety violations and investigations that shut some of the comapanies down or fined them. My Indigo makeup naturally caused me to abhor such oppressive work and I often either quit or was fired when I would try to make changes, stand up for workers rights, or report a company violation to the labor department. I see a huge problem with wage labor in society and from experience I percieve it as only a small step above slavery.

Due to this I have lived at or below poverty level most of my life. The couple times I've tried self employment my efforts have been sabotaged by people who feel I should work "a real job" rather than be eccentric and try my hand at being creative. When it's family telling you this it's very difficult to follow through with. I was married for 10 years and some of the reasons for my divorce were finances and my spiritual beliefs. My spiritual side was growing, evolving and awakening. This alienated me from my former spouse who has more set in dogmatic beliefs.

At first it may sound like I've lived the life of a bum, but honestly I have only bummed money from a stranger one time. I had asked someone for 35 cents to make a phonecall and they gave me a dollar. So I never was a "panhandler." As you will see, I didn't have to be and I think the reason was due to the auric vibrations of Indigo.

There have been several times I have showed up at places hundreds or even thousands of miles from "home" (or rather, the place I started my journey from that had been home temporarily) and complete strangers have given me places to stay, food, clothing, money, even a car to use! I never asked for it - it just ended up being there. Well, I never asked people for these things, but I prayed that God meet my needs. All these people I met have told me things like, "A voice told me to help you," or that they "sensed something" in me that attracted them and they had an inner or gut feeling that they were supposed to do this.

I have also received inner guidance myself that has told me to do such things as jump in a car late at night and drive over 2,000 miles away, or even to just drive without a destination! then I would arrive somewhere and strangers seemed to be waiting for me that treated me like their own family! Most often these were spiritual people: some were Christian but most either followed a Native American spiritual path, paganism or a combination of these with Christianity. In other words the people who helped me usually shared the same beliefs as I did, although none of us realized it until after the help was offered and we began to talk and become friends. It's just something in me they would sense, according to what they have told me.

These things remind me of the story of Abraham in the Bible. He was called by God to leave his native land and travel to a place God would show him. So he went by faith, and the Bible says he didn't even know where he was going! (Hebrews 11:8 - 10) I've experienced this exact same thing, not once but several times. Most people would never consider going to a strange place where they didn't know anyone and somehow hoping they would be alright even though they had very little money - certainly not even enough to rent a place for more than a week. Usually I had even less than that financially. Yet every time it's like there were spiritual people waiting for me, though we'de been starngers to each other up until that point.

On the flip side of this there are times I've procrastinated when I've felt a "call" to go somewhere and I've found myself poorer and poorer, homeless and depressed. Nothing seemed to go right at these times. Then when I finally decided to go "wherever" it was I supposed to go, then everything seemed to fall into place even though there was no way to anticipate it would happen.

Much of my life as an Indigo has been this way. Presently, over the past 5 years or so I've been going through the transition to Crystal. I got married last year to someone who is also Crystal, or at least more Crystal than Indigo. I am going to college and studying social science and anthropology. Together my wife and I explore this path we are on. It does tend to be a lonely path because we know of no one else in our community who shares these characteristics. If they are here they do not make themselves known. It is often difficult to speak of things we believe or experience because people either think we are wierd or they fear it.

Although it may sound like I've been aware of the Indigo and Crystal people for a long time, actually my knowledge of them is quite recent. Maybe I should just say the terms Indigo and Crystal are new to me. I've experienced the phenomenon all my life, and I've known about the special spirituality, the awakening, the knowing, the higher purpose, having visions and guidance from spirit - but it's been very recently that I've learned about the Indigos. What I've learned is like learning about who I am and who my wife is, and gaining a deeper understanding of what we've experienced most of our lives.

Ravenwolf

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